Sayang

Kalau sayang, jaga lah perasaan orang yang kau sayang. Jangan tipu. Jangan sekali-kali. 

Jujur lah walau kebenaran tu sepahit hempedu. Aku akan cuba faham. 

Aku tak mintak harta benda, tak.. Tak pernah aku mintak kau berikan aku macam-macam. 

Cukup sekadar kau jujur, kau faham aku, and ada waktu susah senang aku. Sepertimana kau layan aku, macam tu jugak aku akan layan kau. 

Aku terima kekurangan kau seadanya. 

Tapi tolong, tolong jangan buat hati aku macam ni. Aku penat. Sungguh aku penat :'( 

Kalau dah tak sayang, cakap kau tak sayang. Kalau kau tak suka, cakap kau tak suka. Kalau kau benci, cakap kau benci.

I will go. 

Tapi tolong jangan sakitkan hati aku lagi. Aku tak kuat. Aku tak mampu. 

Mr Doraemon

I've been thinking a lot about us these days. Haha supposedly focus untuk final exam, tapi otak ni melayang fikir pasal lain. 

Emm. How should i said this eh? I never expect this to happen. SERIOUSLY. Sebab daripada mula kenal pun, memang niat nak kawan je. Takde niat nak lebih daripada tu. But now.. aku dah termakan ayat sendiri. Dulu acah2 friendzone kan kau sampai ke sudah, kau cakap ape pun aku tak percaya. Tapi sekarang? HAHA. Entahlah 

Encik Doraemon. You still my best friend. The first guy yg jadi best friend aku. Honestly, i look down at you because i know all your weaknesses and your history. I believe i deserve someone better than you, and that's why i keep rejecting you. But once i really try to know you.. I realize.. that you are not as bad as i thought. Jahatnya aku trlalu memandang kekurangan kau sebelum ni. 

You're a good guy, a good son, a good brother to your siblings, and a very good friend for me. 

Thank you, for taking a good care of me, for being such a caring and loving person for me. I'm glad having you as my friend. Thank you sebab banyak sabar dengan perangai aku yg pelik2, yg selalu emo, yang suka marah tiba2. 

As long as kau boleh sabar dengan aku, i will do the same thing for you inshaAllah. I'm looking forward for our future relationship, maybe. You should start proceeding to the next step. hahaa Kbaii. 

Thanks

Thanks 
That's all i can say
I know you're trying so hard 
You care about me, you were there for me 
You make me smile and happy again

It's just.. I'm afraid,
i don't wanna rush everything 
If it was meant to be, i will happen
But if not, we'll just stay as a friend
I hope nothing will change between us 

Thanks for the wishes and post.. 
Thank you very much 

Sayang kau jugak, kawan :)

Cukup

Terkadang sebenarnya 
Aku tak perlu cerita masalah pada orang yang rapat dengan aku
Cukup lah dengan kau ada di sisi
Cukup lah dengan buat aku gembira 
Dan bantu melupakan masalah aku buat sementara :) 

I prefer like this :)

Just be my best friend at the moment. Because i prefer like this :) 

Lesson learn

We meet many people throughout our life. It is our choice with whom we want to be friend with. Before this i trust my friend too much, until at one point i feel like I've been betrayed by them. I learn not to trust a person easily even though he or she is my friend. And now, I've already found several friends that i can really trust. The problem is i put high expectation on them. Yeahh, i should remind myself that nobody's perfect. Emm, it really takes time for me to accept these. So, just let me be alone for the time being T_T 

Ending of Asasi

Finally. My life as a student of TESL Foundation has ended. Many challenges, experiences and memories that I've faced. Alhamdulillah. Thanks to my lecturers ( Madam Ruqayya, Madam Maftuhah, Madam Zarina, Madam Roslinda, Madam Leele, Miss Fatiha, Mr Adlan, Miss Azy and Mr Faeiz) *Okay semua nak list kan. Muehehe* 

I'm gonna miss my friends, best friends and TESL Family. We laughed, cried and fight one another. But that will remained as my best memories ever. Please don't forget me :D Just a short message for you guys, please forgive me for all my wrong doing and please halalkan segala apa yang pernah anda bagi :') 

Sometimes.

Sometimes i just have to FORGET
Sometimes i just have to FORGIVE
Sometimes i just have to LEARN
Sometimes i just have to ACCEPT
Sometimes i just have to LET GO
Sometimes i just have to TRY
Sometimes i just have to LOVE
Sometimes i just have to HATE

Sometimes.. Just sometimes.. 

I don't know which one I have to CHOOSE. 

Don't know

I'm confused. I don't know what I'm suppose to do and act. I don't know how to coax people. Then what should i do? Hmm. Maybe I should learn slowly. =.=

Problems.

Assalamualaikum. 
Problems do come in our life. Its our choice whether to face or to ignore. In my case, i feel like i wanna ignore them, at first. But then i keep thinking and thinking about it non-stop. I can't even get enough sleep you know? Maybe this is just me. I pretend to ignore, but actually i think too much. I'm not a kind of person who will ignore people's feeling. Everything i do there must a reason behind it. And maybe i am too afraid to speak the truth? To say what a feel about them. I don't want to lose my friend. They've make me happy, been there when i needed the most. I won't forget that. I really hope i can make things right again. Let me explain, please. I love my friends. Thank you for making my life more meaningful :)) 

2013

This year, 2013. A year with a good start. Alhamdulillah. But not everything that we planned will run smoothly. I'm glad to have parents and friends that are very supportive and understanding. I will never give up. InsyaAllah :) 

Selamat tinggal Sahabat.

Hahaa. Yup. Orang belum pergi lagi aku dah sebok cakap selamat tinggal. Poyo. Sukati lah. Sedih k sedih. Aku pergi lambat 5 hari dari dorang. Harap maklum. *padahal aku yang tinggalkan dorang lagi jauh. mwehehe. Ada jugak kawan aku yang dah pergi, tapi yang rapat dengan aku belum pergi lagi. Sume budakks matrik johor and n9. Wohoo. Hopefully dipermudahkan urusan dorang tyme belajar nanti. Sayang korang ^_^. Tahun depan jumpa lagi. Hug n kiss :)