I don't know what to say.
But the things that's happening around me change too fast.
I feel like i'm alone. I know I always have some people i can talk to. People that i can trust. But they can never replace my mom. She is still the best among all. She's my best motivator, my role model, my best friend.
Lately, mak tak berapa sihat. She's not like what she used to be. I'm worried about her healthy. Well, it's time to learn to stand on my own. Roda hidup. It's my turn to take care, advise and pay my attention to her. Things are hard for me right now. I try to act like i'm okay, but it bothers me a lot. I can't imagine my world without her.
Yelah. Mungkin selama ni terlalu bergantung pada mak. Semua benda tanya mak, semua benda mak decide, semua benda cerita dekat mak, tanya pendapat mak. Sikit-sikit mak.. mak.. Hahaa. Anak mak sungguh kan?
Even though i try to find someone to rely on to, to talk to, to ask anything, but still. It's not the same. The feeling, the love is not the same. Hahaa. The power of mom's love nak compare dengan orang lain memang tak sama.
Mom, get well soon. I need you. I miss you. I really miss our moments. Love you.