I feel blessed.
For all the matters that happened around me. For all those people who always there to make me smile. For all the happy and hurtful memories. For all the love I've received.
But there's also a moment when i feel nothing is actually belongs to me. Nothing. I feel devastated. Or maybe.. lost.
I try to search the light in my inner soul. I asked myself.
"What do you really want? What do you need the most? What things will make you feel calm? Can it make you feel blessed?"
When i sit there on my sajadah. Trying to find my soul. I found the answer.
I have Allah. And i am never alone.